Do I still have a place in your heart?

hey friends, good news nih man!

WAR IS OVER bakuhuakahuabakahuaehauhakzkzkzk

yap, i mean tuh UKK udah selesai ahuahau.
you know, UKK itu nyiksa gue banget loh (lebay lu lebay). untungnya sama kayak UKK kemaren, posisi duduk gue cukup strategis sama anak2 pinter. depan Andien, belakang WIBIAS, sebelah wibias itu winnie, depan winnie UMMI trus depan UMMI itu della yang sangat baik hati ahuahau.

hm harusnya sih gue seneng karena ulangan telah selesai (meskipun gue tau ngga sukses-sukses amat), but.......................................................

uhhh males ceritanya! sekarang gue sedang tidak mau berjenakaria nih. perasaan gue lagi kacau banget. seneng karena UKK is over, ngga sabar buat liburan, kesel sama emak trus........................................................... i hate someone who makes me hurt :'(

who is he?
he's my beloved ngeng-eng
so, whats wrong with him?
he's hurt me
:'(


i hate you, mwah mwah mwah mwah :'(

i've been living my alone
trying to get you out of my life
but after all this time
i can't help myself but miss you

you're once a dream that came true
an illusion that turned to reality
but suddenly, things turned differently
the way they used to be
untill such time i have no choice but to let you go

you're the reason for my sleepless nights
coz you keep stayin' on my mind
i can't help myself from crying
because i'm missing you so much :'(

all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart
all the memories are still preserve in my mind
i miss you so much
because i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you

my life will never be the same again
now that you're gone
i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever
unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again

I thought this was a letter I would never have to write,
I hoped my tongue was something I could bite.

I've realized its just something I cannot do,
Here are my feelings, just a few.

First, I'm still so In Love with you, after all this time,
You told me the same, then left me, what a crime.

Time has passed, everyday you're on my mind,
Your love is with someone else now, what a bind.

I'm so jealous, she's the luckiest girl I know,
I can't do this friendship thing anymore, so off I go.

The pain of losing you is still fresh in my brain,
even after almost 2 years, everyday my heart feels the pain.

Don't hate me for this, this is what pain is making me do.
My heart is broken in so many a part,
Do I still have a place in your heart?