Do I still have a place in your heart?

hey friends, good news nih man!

WAR IS OVER bakuhuakahuabakahuaehauhakzkzkzk

yap, i mean tuh UKK udah selesai ahuahau.
you know, UKK itu nyiksa gue banget loh (lebay lu lebay). untungnya sama kayak UKK kemaren, posisi duduk gue cukup strategis sama anak2 pinter. depan Andien, belakang WIBIAS, sebelah wibias itu winnie, depan winnie UMMI trus depan UMMI itu della yang sangat baik hati ahuahau.

hm harusnya sih gue seneng karena ulangan telah selesai (meskipun gue tau ngga sukses-sukses amat), but.......................................................

uhhh males ceritanya! sekarang gue sedang tidak mau berjenakaria nih. perasaan gue lagi kacau banget. seneng karena UKK is over, ngga sabar buat liburan, kesel sama emak trus........................................................... i hate someone who makes me hurt :'(

who is he?
he's my beloved ngeng-eng
so, whats wrong with him?
he's hurt me
:'(


i hate you, mwah mwah mwah mwah :'(

i've been living my alone
trying to get you out of my life
but after all this time
i can't help myself but miss you

you're once a dream that came true
an illusion that turned to reality
but suddenly, things turned differently
the way they used to be
untill such time i have no choice but to let you go

you're the reason for my sleepless nights
coz you keep stayin' on my mind
i can't help myself from crying
because i'm missing you so much :'(

all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart
all the memories are still preserve in my mind
i miss you so much
because i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you

my life will never be the same again
now that you're gone
i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever
unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again

I thought this was a letter I would never have to write,
I hoped my tongue was something I could bite.

I've realized its just something I cannot do,
Here are my feelings, just a few.

First, I'm still so In Love with you, after all this time,
You told me the same, then left me, what a crime.

Time has passed, everyday you're on my mind,
Your love is with someone else now, what a bind.

I'm so jealous, she's the luckiest girl I know,
I can't do this friendship thing anymore, so off I go.

The pain of losing you is still fresh in my brain,
even after almost 2 years, everyday my heart feels the pain.

Don't hate me for this, this is what pain is making me do.
My heart is broken in so many a part,
Do I still have a place in your heart?

Ulangan Kenaikan Kelas nih coy

hey fwends!
where are you Veeeen?
v3nA wUz HeR3, cOy ahuahuahauhauhuahau

hm tanpa banyak ba-bi-bu-babu makan batu lagi (lucu ga? ngga ya), gue mau minta doa restu nih coy

jadi begini, tanggal 15.06.09 (tanggal jadian? bukaaaaan) gue mau UKK nih (Ulangan Kenaikan Kelas)
so, gue mau minta doa dong, semoga hasilnya maksimal yaaaaa sobs. gue pengen ntar gue masuk kelas 9-2 ato 9-3 deh ahuahuahau. soalnya rada2 ga ada harapan gidu deccch buat masuk ke 9-1 AHUAHUAHAU!

hm gitu ajasih coy, please gue minta doa dan dukungan dari kalian semua, biar gue bisa dapet hasil ulangan 100 semua AHUAHUAHAU (terutama buat MTK, IPA, IPS, ENGLIS dan Tata Busana yow)

makacih ya yang udah baca, apa lagi ngedoain.


bye byeeeeee :3
mwach(K)


p.s
gue vakum dunia maya dulu ya

happy birthday coy (^) ---part II

"vena dimana loooooooooooo?"

HEY! GUE DISINI COY!

okaaaay, karena gue sudah kembali, jadi gue mau cerita ihikhikhik
it's all about 7th of June MWACHRK! :3

waktu pas tanggal 7-nya sih ga istimewa-istimewa amat ahaha, jadi kan pas tanggal 7 itu bertepatan pada hari minggu. ngga, gue ngga dibawa ayah ke kota mengendarai kuda (melawak, you know?). gue gereja abis itu ada acara keluarga gitu (ahaha gapenting juga sih sebenernya), next gue dan temen2 lama jalan gitu ahuahuahau thanks all.

sore-sore-nya,
gue sama keluarga gue jalan gitulah ke sency (tempat standart namun layak dicintai khalayak ramai). trus abis itu emam emam mamam. trus kan kebetulan (yes, kebetulan again), nyokap gue ngga mau makan di sency-nya. entah kenapa? gue juga ngga tau. trus nyokap nelepon sodara gue ngajakin makan2. karena sodara gue tinggal di daerah tebet trus ga mau keluar jauh2 gitu, dia mau di b&g -___________________-

yeah, itumah deket rumah juga ada cooooooy -......-

mwah banget deh lu coy

anyway trus abis itu pulang deh ahuahuahau senangnya :3


pas besoknya di sekolah AHAHAHAHAHA
gue tiap ketemu orang di sapa trus diucapin "happy birthday ya veeeeen" (berasa exist AHUAHUAHAUAHEOAHEOA)
hmmmmmm biasa aja sih semuanya ahuahuahau, sampai pas pulang sekolah.

si mira tereak2 gitu ke gue "VEEEEN! DIPANGGIL PAK WANDI". ahaha rada rada bingung gitu gue, ah palingan mau ngucapin birthday ahaha PEDE ABIS
trus pas gue nyamper pak wandi "vena kamu abis istirahat keluar2 kelas terus ya bapak liat kamu tadi trus temen2 kamu juga merasa terganggu sama kamu blablablablah coy trus kamu bapak panggil orang tua kamu lalalalalala (lupa lagi syairnya)"

yah kurang lebih begitulah.

gue agak2 gimana gitu, emangsih gue seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeering gila keluar2 kelas kayak cacing kena cangkul tp................................................................................................... kayaknya fine2 aje gitu biasa aje. hmmm mungkin surprise buat birthday PEDE GILA LO AHOEHAOEHAOEHAO -..-

tapi kan birthday gue udah lewat sehari, basi aje gitu kalo surprisenya baru sekarang. aduh gila bet, ujung jurang keraguan abis wakwaowkaokwaokw -..- binun saya binun.

eh trus kata pak wandi "sekarang tanggal berapa? 8 juni? ada yang istimewa ngga ven?"
ya jelas gue bilang "ngga"
trus si pak wandi maksa gitu "ADA YANG ISTIMEWA NGGA VEN"
jelas ngga lah paaaaaaaak tolong ahohaohaoheahuahau

yaudah deh gitu ternyata di kerjain ahuahua gue nyengir2 gila.
eh trus yang rada2 bikin deg2an gitu, si aksa sama dinar. no no no gue kagak mau dibantai sama mereka, tp mereka nipu gue. dia bilang si tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutututut itu udah tau gimana2nya (gimana2 apesih veeeen) trus kata dinar si tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut ngamuk2 gebrak meja :( AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

gitu deh.

yah gue drop jauuuuuuuuuuuh bet jauh banget. ape lagi si tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut itu ngga ada disitu. gue mikirnya "jangan2 dia ilfeel sama gue? ato dia ogah sama gue? lebih parahnya, dia marah sama gue? HAAAAA?" what wah wow

gitu deh, eh lagi lagi itu hanya tipuan -______________________- yo thanks nar, sa, usaha bagus ye ahuahuahau

trus kan tiba2 ada kue gitu hepi besdey hepi besdey hepi besdey vena wkwkkwkwwkwkwkwk
tp kuenya nyisa banyak gitu AHUAHUAHAU rejeki buat emak bapak wkwkkw

okelah capek nih ngetik coy,
bubuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuy :3

teman2, terima kasih banyak ya, wo ai ni semuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :3